Hiding in my secret hiding place..

Have been practising OP and having intense mother tongue revision...

Today was a nightmare.. Couldn't sleep the day before, was counting sheeps n stuff.. Heart felt a sudden pain.. Had a nightmare.. it was about the releasing of results.. all I could remember was before my results were release, I woke up.. It was super scary.. Today was considered our 'death' day.. How shall I say? We had our principal's talk before the release of results.. like what he said, 'Significant Emotional Experience'.. Back to CT Venue.. Release of results.. 1st batch of students.. Then went to B4-3 with Angeline to do PW.. Was upset.. Cried, table filled with water.. Rejected many calls and ignore many msgs.. So sorry abt that.. Hsiao Qi, Haizer, Melody, Ms Teo, Alethea......... seriously wanted to off my phone at that point of time.. it was just damn 'annoying'.. Was telling Angeline not to tell anyone where we were.. I went to find the person that came first into my mind-Ellen. She listen to me and talk to me.. thanks alot=) So sorry Angeline for making you so worried for me.. Thank goodness she help me lie to some ppl.. Then Jin Le, Melody, Hsiao Qi and Haizer went around looking for me.. thanks alot.. So I have been thinking what should I do next.. ?!?! Practised for my OP and had consultation later on.. it was ok.. left soon n was thinking very carefully what am I suppose to do!! Talked to my Mum and Sis.. they told me the same thing.. Well, I shall just concentrate on my chinese and op for now..

Signing Off, Emily

1 Wk to Chinese A Level!!

Like what they always say, when u end ur A Level then is ur day where u r able to rest..

Tired.. Have been having intense mother tongue and PW for like these two wks.. Got back my results, all improve except Chemistry and Chinese.. Sianx=.=!!

Have been kind of emotional last wk.. thanks to those who listen to me and thanks to those who take the effort to go and find me.. I couldn't really concentrate during that period but after talking to Haizer, things seems to be better..

Finally can do a proper split..

So.. had NIKE HUMAN RACE on saturday.. Woke up around 5am and board the 1st train to meet the rest.. We just follow the crowd to get to the venue.. It was at the F1 pit stop. Race started.. was running with Melody, Haizer and Jin Le, then halfway I lost them.. Oops O.O!! Finished 10km in 1hr 32min.. Was like walking for quite a long distance.. No time to enjoy scenary.. just continue to run/walk n rehydrate myself.. Woohoo, our school won the champion=) Sis friend say she saw me.. lol!! Went for breakfast at KFC with Angeline, Melody, Hsiao Qi, Fathur, Haizer, Joachim, Ruben, Anthony, Shaun and Jin Le.. Legs were aching!! Ouch!!! Went walking around in Marina Square before heading home.. TIRED!!

Went Michelle's House to do filming.. Damn funny la.. especially Joachim. It was like raining and we were filming in the garden. Upload videos and start editing!! OMG, almost went crazy.. Haha!! Then watch 公主小妹.. Haha, we were amazed by the settings n stuff.. lol, then we played Mahjong.. Woo!! Joachim damn funny la!! Home Sweet Home=D

Had Chinese today.. then we were practising our PW.. Lunch and did our official 1st practice in the Jade Room.. lol!! We were hiding our face la.. the video was like super funny.. lol!! Oh no, I was reading from my script throughout.. Ok gonna go make some improvements..

Signing Off, Emily

Post Promo!!

Promos is finally over.. Have been preparing for our I & R and WR. Took 11 hrs to complete 1 I & R, sianx!! Had PW consultation last friday.. it lasted for 2 hrs.. had our lunch and went for the relationship module.. it turned out to be better than what I thought.. It was damn funny how ruben and shariful exchange their names to make fun of one another. Went NTU later on to fetch sis.. She bought us waffle, YUMMY!! Ruben, Joachim, Michelle and Joey came to my house on Sunday to do PW.. 1 word-CHAOS!! LOL!! Haha.. gossip and stuff.. hehe!! On Monday. had principal's address then had chinese and geog, they went through the promo's answer. Waited till 12.30pm before we are allowed to leave school.. On Tuesday, we had GP, Econs and Maths.. Miss Zeenat was speaking damn fast........ZOOM!! Maths were as usual.. Went library to watch some funny videos before heading home.. As for today.. my 1st official lesson starts at 12pm, unfortunately, we have to go for morning assembly, we ended up 'stuck' in the Humanities Room.. I actually asked alethea why are we walking down the stairs.. lol, I thought Humanities Room was upstairs.. A group of them keep on laughing at me.. =.=!! PW consultation.. WR is almost done except abit of editing.. thanks to Vann Goh for helping me with the cover page=) Had chinese in the LT later on.. Thank goodness I didn't really put ticks on my chosen answer.. Haha.. give myself some hope!! Had extra 2 hrs of chinese lesson as lao shi say our compo very badly done.. Oops!! 0.0!! She gave us back our papers.. Was quite disappointed with my compo marks.. Overall should be an 'A'.. I thought I screwed up my paper 2, but it turn out better than my mid-yr=). Dance later on.. went through lots of stuff.. Had Dance Assessment later on.. got an 'C'.. There are always areas for improvement... Was damn tired!! Wanted to go for the internship where we will be given a chance to work in public services.. but had SRGCE.. flying off on 5th Dec Midnight and returning on 11th Dec at 12pm.

Timetable for the next two days:
Thurs-
8am: H2 Maths
9am: H1 GP
10am: H2 Geog
1pm: H2 Econs
4pm: PW OP Briefing

Friday:
7.30am: PW Meeting for grp leaders
9am: H1 Chem
10.30am: PW Consultation
2pm: SRGCE Scholar + SC Exco Briefing
3.30pm: CCA

Got like so many corrections to do..

Signing Off, Emily

Changes to my study table..

So tuesday was 'so-called' the last day of school before promos.. Was lazy to walk to the usual place to meet melody and friends before morning assembly, so I decided to sit at the class line waiting for time to fly.. lol=) Miss Teo passed a bag of 'wishes' to me.. lol!! Gave out the cards and presents before maths lecture,feel like Santa Claus again.. Maths lecture went through some promo paper, we did some questions during econs tutorial.. then chinese went through some paper then lao shi talk to us about promo for like 30mins!! Angeline wanted to change with me the animal above the clips that we receive but I rejected.. lol!! Haha!! Break then chem lecture.. Got back my chem paper.. ok but very careless.. Oops!! School ended early for us to go home and study.. Wednesday.. took our GP paper.. Took a long time to understand the passage.. But still, it was alright=) Thursday.. went to school for chemistry consultation.. Miss Liu so sweet, gave us a bookmark.. haha Hsiao Qi wanted mine.. lol!! Then joachim and I kind of 'extra' during Haizer's geog consultation.. dun even know what they are talking about!! Went for Maths consultation today with Angeline and Constance.. I thought it was at 12pm, thank goodness I came school early at 8 plus.. lol=D Cleared my doubts.. Went to the coffeeshop for lunch.. Back in the library studying with Angeline, Haizer, Joachim, Shaun, Michelle, Anna, Nadiah.... Gonna continue after this..

Thanks for all the prayers, wishes and gifts.. Place all those encouraging notes around my study table.. I will be in deep trouble once my sis is back tmr.. Oops 0.0!!!

EMILY HAS NOT GIVEN UP YET, SHE'S GONNA TRY HER BEST THIS TIME AND PRODUCE THE RESULTS!!

Signing Off, Emily

3 days to promo..

It has been hectic this week.. I almost fell asleep during CT period.. Was super tired, stayed up the previous night doing maths paper.. Alethea was telling me that I need that piece of paper which contains the helpline no. We sat in a circle watching some video which I have difficulty interpreting what they were talking about.. My results have been improving but it is still at a super slow rate.. Kind of feeling down after knowing my targetted grade for promo.. But still, life has to go on, I want haizer to owe me the Swensen's Ice-cream... Wahaha=D PE was fine.. The other tutorials were as usual..GP was kind of weird, Mr chan keep calling my name cause I was laughing at the whiteboard duster thing!! Can't wait for promos to be over.. Somehow feel that she's unhappy about my marks.. yea still an 'A', but it is a low one.. Why am I giving myself so much pressure?!?! Why am I so afraid that I will let my teachers, family, friends down.. How I wish I didn't went for the interview that time.. Wasn't awarded anything.. I do admit that I am a slow learner, but what can I do?!?! Econs lecture was super fast... Received some AYG certs.. I din noe they will be giving us. Had maths consultation on thursday and friday.. haha with constance.. Mr Diva was laughing at our nicks.. sotong plus rock.. C = CARELESS.. This is super me!! Gonna change it before my promos.. Ruben gave me a new nick, snowskin.. They say my skin is whitter than my blouse.. Haha, I seriously need to go sun tan after promos.. Went for a dance performance at UCC on Friday.. We were having dinner at subway and they told me they saw my cousin, mooncake.. lol!! We almost lose our way.. NUS is super BIG!!! Took cab home with pris and mel.. we were like talking non-stop in the cab.. haha!! reached home around 12pm.. TIRED!! Saturday.. Tuition on the morning.. continue with maths before heading to Downtown East for my cousin's bbq. The food was nice.. Home Sweet Home=D 3 more maths papers to go.. Woohoo!! Econs here I come!!!

Signing Off, Emily

15 days to promo..

I am tired but I do not have a choice.. Got to continue rushed out my WR!! Sometimes I am just wondering whether it is very hard to meet the deadline I set... I just wanna say that I do plan a schedule to get many things done at the same time, but if one just doesn't put in enough effort as the rest, I will end up be the one suffering the most.. Losing sleep.. Affecting my studies and stuff.. Isit really that hard to find something that I want, I am not even asking you all to edit the whole chapter.. Is just like 1 part of it... and is hard to be completed?!?! Is it true?? I'm really tired.. giving myself so much pressure, I do not want to give myself any excuses.. I just want to try my best in every areas..

Went to school for Econs Lecture at 8am.. Many were late.. Miss Zeenat speak super fast.. Trying hard to catch up.. COP joke.. lol!! Went through DRQ practice paper and did a time-trial for 2 essays.. Went through essay outline. She was asking the whole LT whether anyone have lessons later on, we raised up our hands, she sound fierce and I thought she gonna scold us, thank goodness she just told us to say that there are many inconsidereate people not being punctual hence causing the delay of our lecture time.. Hmm.. soon, it past 10am.. Miss Teo came into the LT to look for us.. We didn't escaped from class but instead stuck in a LT.. =)Geog tutorial.. went through population essay answers.. then tutorial bk drq.. super unlucky, first one to be called to answer the question that I dunno how to do, just say what I wrote though it sounds wrong. LUNCH!! Went to the study to do PW.. The whole school is packed with people.. super packed!! Did geog hw, maths paper then had p consultation.. we waited for 30 plus mins.. OMG!! Tiring!! Brain-dead after that.. There's this smelly smell coming from the drain, which chases many ppl home.. lol!! Home Sweet Home!! Seems like I do need to burn midnight oil again!! I will survive!!

Signing Off, Emily

Signing Off, Emily

Mission X OP

Reached school at 7am.. Practising for my Mission X OP.. Ahh, have to make changes here and there and we encounter a technical error for the video we film=(!! Went for maths tutorial at LT5.. We were making so much noise.. There's like only 3 classes to the whole LT.. lol=D Then ate and went to practice our OP in a classroom.. I was the 1st to present.. Havent really memorise everything yet.. Oops!! Thanks for all the advice.. Practice with Hsiao Qi.. Went to humanities room for Econs.. Haizer group start with their presentation 1st.. Cadbury chocolate..woohoo!! Fathur's joke, lol=D Q and A then our turn.. BTW, when all stand in a straight line, it really seems like that scene.. >.
Signing Off, Emily

18 days to promo..

Seems like time has been flying quickly.. came back to school to study on Tuesday.. Had Chem consultation in the morning.. Miss Liu had a sore throat, her voice sound so different.. Haizer bought her MacDonalds as Teacher's Day Present.. lol!! It has been raining.. the weather was cold.. Melody and I were shivering while studying.. lol=D Wednesday.. back to school.. feel like a Santa Claus, have been giving gifts(from our class) to the teachers.. hope they like it=)We gave Mr Chan a mousepad with a card.. Haizer drew something in.. lol.. We gave Mr Diva a pen holder with card.. Wanted to give him something else but afraid that he will be pissed off.. lol!! PE we played 'choked' ball.. I dunno how to spell.. The weather was super hot.. Gave Mr Lo a card.. had a shock when we got back our written report.. there are markings everywhere.. OMG!! Gave Mr Tan a thermoflask and a card.. Lol, specially drawn by Haizer.. Gave Miss Teo a pencil case + a pair of earrings and a card.. I had a hard time drawing the tweety bird=(!! Gave Mrs Soh a card too=) Dance was tiring, as usual.. There's an assessment for dance on the 7th October.. OMG!! Stretching was tiring!! Thursday was alright.. Usual lecture and tutorial.. Gave Miss Liu the card.. Haha, no choice, own her a present cos din answer her question.. Actually I did, but I just rub it off.. Interviewed her for our PW project... Went for maths consultation with constance and shariful. Constance is so super funny!!! Lol=D Ate and off for Maths Remedial.. Had extra economics lecture in the morning at 7am.. was kind of late.. got to collect money and form from some ppl.. Meet for the SRGCE.. PW.. Basically, all chapters have to be edited.. haix!! Interviewed Mr Lo and Miss Low after lesson.. Maths lecture.. Went for Melody's Pilot Study.. Eat.. Study.. Fathur came to disturb me.. He so damn extra la!! Then dance.. starting 45 mins we did partner work.. I think the worse thing is to carry your partners leg for 20 counts.. instead of u urself liftig ur leg to approximatey 180 degrees.. Then Mr Dan talked to us.. I was called to answer some question.. the the others turn... Watched AYG video... Thanks goodness it was not the one from the TV.. We continue learning the assessment dance.. then recap some other dance for next yr's dance concert!! SRGCE briefing.. ok.. so the subsidy was quite a sum.. Daddy and Mummy came to fetch me to NTU.. We were waiting for Sis outside her hostel room.. She came back.. OMG, her room is super small.. Went home.. fell asleep in the car.. Cos the ride back takes like an hour or so.. lol.. looks like a small little kid!! Collapse at my bed after bathing!! Knock off.. Today was kind of fine.. Met Melody in school canteen.. My back was aching that I'm lazy to walk to the benches outside the LT.. OUCH!! Geog consultation.. talk about random stuff after that.. waiting for Ruben.. Had interview with Miss Teo.. Did maths later on.. It was tiring.. Went with Angeline for lunch.. Back and continue with Maths.. I was just told today that I am suppose to present for our Mission X on Monday.. OMG, my Econs cannot make it la!! Haix!! I will try my best then=)

Next week schedule:
Monday: 8am-11am Maths Tutorial
11am-12pm Mission X OP
1pm-5pm SRGCE Photography Workshop
Tuesday: 8am-10am Econs Lecture
10am-11am Geog tutorial
Maybe have pw consultatiion after that..
Wednesday: 2hrs Chem Tutorial
Friday: 12.30pm Maths Consultation
Saturday: Maths Tuition

Signing Off, Emily

Tired.. tired.. tired

Saturday was not that good.. woke up a 5.45am, ready to go for school for geog consultation.. school was super quiet.. End up Angeline didn't turn up cos she was tired.. Had consultation alone.. brain was half-dead!! Usual stuff.. nag?!?! Lol!! Went for gp test later on.. it was super cold even though I wore my pullover.. the paper was fine I guess.. Went to sign the teacher's day cards for the dance teachers then off to econs tutorial.. Went through corrections.. Alethea was laughing at my joke.. lol!! Bunny.. spongebob!! Went for lunch with Hsiao Qi and Melody.. Alethea join us later on.. Back to school to do differentiation.. I almost went crazy!! Daddy fetch me to Hougang Mall to buy some gifts and shop for groceries. Home Sweet Home.. My wrapping skills r super horrible, lol=D

Sunday:
Baking day.. COOKIES!!

Monday:
Woke up at 5.40am, called pris to wake her up.. Mummy help me with my hair then off to school... Was rushing to write words on the cards... Make-up time... Thanks for those who help me=) Changed to costume, stretching and practice the steps.. Stand-by at the back stage!! Waited, waited and waited.. Soon it was us.. thanks for all the wishes and hugs, was damn scared that I forget my steps.. thank goodness I didn't.. There's alot of ppl, many teachers and students.. Finished=) Went to the back of the hall to catch abit of the remaining programme.. Back to Fusion House.. Photo taking time.. learn a song... Hsiao qi, Denise and Irfana came to find me.. Haha, so sorry!! Made u all wait for me=) Went paging rm to find teachers.. Miss Teo, Mr Tan, Mrs Soh, Mr Lo and Mr Diva.. Lao shi keep on calling us wu3 nv3.. lol=)Back to fusion house, celebrated with the Miss Tan's.. Omg, hsiao qi they all miss call me 7 times.. Rushed to sjc without removing my make-up.. Catch abit of the performance.. the teachers did the nobody dance.. Saw Mrs Lim, Mrs Lee, Mrs Sena, Mr Sim, Mr Yeo, Mr Chan, Miss Fu, Mrs Freeman, Mrs Soon.. and Miss Goh.. Had a short n sweet talk with Mrs Lim. Miss Goh doesn't want to tell me how to address her.. lol.. she actually remember the bride n groom bears tat doro and I gave her.. Haha, we r still searching for the kids.. =D Saw my juniors and clara.. Haha=D Ate lunch there with Sheryl and Hsiao Qi then went around taking pictures.. Back to SRJC to study.. My face was full of glitter.. lol!! Studied with Haizer.. Played with his monkey.. Omg, I actually fell asleep for 30mins.. I was damn tried and was almost dozing off reading my hydro book.. oopps!! Designed cards and home sweet home..

Signing Off, Emily

I-Will Fiesta.. Thanksgiving Concert.. Killer week!!

7th August:
Photography workshop took place in LT5. All participants for SRGCE ere to attend this workshop.. It lasted for 2hrs.. was kind of bored so I started drawing some random stuff on the paper provided.. oops!! =D Prepared for my chinese OP ppt info then changed to home clothes.. Discuss Mission X then played the X-box.. Arh.. the hello kitty game was so fun.. lol!! We(Anna, Li Yu, Melody, Hsiao Qi and I) were screaming non-stop.. Wahaha, it was damn fun!! This is for the fund raising project. Aiyo, I was being hit thrice this day.. 2 was by my CT and the other was by Alethea.. Ouch, pian la! Lol, she say hand up card only what, never say hand up the money also.. Haha, CT rep can't get any donation this time round=) Assemble at the assembly plaza at 5pm.. there's this parade thingy going on.. receive a rose from melody and hsiao qi, thanks alot=D Went to the second level to watch the thanksgiving concert.. PE department put up a good show with the energetic performance(drums).. GP department put up a performance regarding some 60's thingy.. Saw Mr Chan dancing, he's damn enthu.. Maths Department sang a song.. Heard Mr Diva's voice.. their shirts are like damn cool.. Chinese Department dance and sang.. Lao shi can act=)Science Department put up a nice dance.. woohoo.. it was so damn nice and fun.. the dance teachers(4 Miss tan's and can't really see who's the last person) dance.. it was nice!!=) Humanities department was so innovative.. they did this play.. Super mario.. argh~ it was so damn REAL!!!!!!! then some sony came out I think.. haha, I really dunno what's that blue thing.. I'm kind of outdated.. PW department dance the nobody dance.. nice!! They change the lyrics and relate PW into it.. =) Lastly, the principal went up to sing 2 songs for us.. thanks alot=D Went heartland mall to have KFC with the rest(Haizer, Fathur, Joachim, Shaun, Shariful, Anthony, Hsiao Qi, Melody and Angeline). Happy birthday Fathur!!

12th August:
Maths Quiz.. 2 hrs of GP.. Volleyball (Ouch, there's this bruise due to it), CCA.. Practising Teacher's Day Dance!!

13th August:
Chinese OP early morning.. Too nervous.. Geog Lecture Test later on.. it was ok, then had maths and econs tutorial then chem.. Had GP test later on.. OMG, I can predict the future eh.. I actually asked Haizer the same question before the test.. lol

14th August:
Nightmares about geog, econs and dance.. Haix!! PW.. OMG, there's alot of things to be done.. Maths Test.. Chem consultation.. then dance.. CCC, ODAC and Runner's club came for exchanged.. taught them a dance which we had to master it within 15 mins. It was damn fast.. After they left, we had this dance test.. OMG, we had to draw out the type of jumps, feet and hand position.. Scored 11/19.. Then continue learning the teacher's day dance..

15th August:
Geog Consultation at 8 plus.. lasted for 2hrs I guess.. rush home for tuition.. planned the PW thingy and now blogging.. need to do other hw.. =( Killer week has just gone, am I able to survive through WK8,9 and 10???

Signing Off, Emily